And for the first time, I knocked back to see if anyone was really there. Then, all of a sudden, there was another knock and so I opened the door.
The door has been open since Christmas and I'm happy. Happy almost too vague of a word. I feel loved beyond belief, my prayers answered. In God's stylish way, HIS own way. HE put a beautiful person in my life to take care of me and not let little fights or worries of the world give me reason to run away from our relationship. It's taken a long time for me to get a knock back at the door. My relationships have been more like a game of "ding-dong ditch". Ben was the first person in a long time to stay at the door and actually come in and stay.
He makes me laugh, keeps me down to earth. He's fun to be with and easy to be around. The most understanding young man I have ever met in my life. He make me think and even when we get in heated debates that don't seem all that heated, he still makes me smile.
Love, It came into my life in another way, a friend on earth who God put in my path. This is part of my faith and belief in what faith and God is all about. LOVE LOVE LOVE.