Monday, February 1, 2010
Love is easy. It's people that make it hard sometimes -
Falling in love is suppose to be the easy part. Somewhere along our paths we fall, fall hard and then something changes with someone and you love that person you just aren't "in love" with that person. Something fades, something inside you says I can love but I can't be in it right now. This is so confusing to me. I don't get it. Not that I'm saying that I haven't felt it before or don't. I'm just trying to understand it. I feel like thats what kept me from being in a real serious relationship for so long. Its a mixture of fear of being hurt, fear of not being single and available for the "right one". This is where it makes sense. Love drives out fear but fear, if you let it, drives out love. It's a vicious cycle.
So what stops it. What makes us decide to jump and leap and take that step towards a relationship? To say "yes, I'm ready to be with you" whoever that is. It brings up all these questions in my mind. I guess that's just timing for you.